5-4-02

Lives past...

I had gone to visit Mitch in his hospital room last night, simply expecting to try cheering him up or finding some way to help him. The visit did not go as planned.

When I'd gone in there, he seemed to be in a deep sleep, demo something deep within was telling me something else was going on.

I sat there by his bed-side, trying to figure out what was wrong. It felt almost as if...as if...something within was being chipped away at...a part of myself I'd never truely known in this life...

...I...lost myself in the feeling...like pain...demo...with the excitement of near discovery...for the life of me, I could not understand what was happening...

Then...there was devine release...deep within my mind...my soul...something vast and mysteriouse slipped free and slowly awakened...

What felt like forever lasting only a few moments passed...before memories burst into my head...memories of an entire life-time...of another me flooding all thoughts away...and Mitch awakened...

He'd been traveling the Astral Plane...and...unleashed something...my...distant past...I...I do not...know what to make of it...what to think of it...what to do about it...

Kami-sama...how do I deal with this?

current mood: confused
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