She gazed out the window of her hospital room. Her
casted arm rested across her lap, the other hand resting on the opposite. The
throbbing pain from wrist to elbow beat with her heart. A soft sigh rose from
her lips.
Gakidomo Freeman...to do this to my tomadachi...koibito...
Absently she rubbed the casted arm, red brows furrowing, green eyes closing
against the tears she feels welling up inside.
Why is it when I love a man something horrible happens...? Mondo...ne...did
not really love Zack...
She shuddered at the memory.
Baka sutookaa...thought he loved me, and I him...how wrong he was...we were
friends until he started going kigakuruu on me...
Flaming curls swung in a graceful arch along her back as she shook her head,
clearing it.
Demo...Mitch...Mitch...I hope this works...once I Change him, I cannot turn
back, tho he can...kami-sama I hope it cures him...that disease is a horrible
way to go...I do not wish to see him go through it...
Delicate fingertips reach up to brush the tear tracking along the feint scar
running the length of her cheek away.
...I would need to be strong for him...not allow my pain to show...demo in
private, I doubt I would be able to keep it back...
She lent back into the pillows.
Iie...do not think like that...it will work...if he needs to be healed by
magic...then so be it...even if it does kill me...
The breath she took was unsteady.
Onegai...kashitsuwoyurusu ware...tameni besuto...
Blankets were pulled to hunched shoulders, and the strong body curled around
itself. She listened to her heartbeat in her ears.
As for now...I treasure my life while I still have it...once I turn him...I
am forever Kindred...
Her body drifted into sleep, even as her mind drifted to memory.
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Translations
Gakidomo Freeman - Damn Freeman
tomadachi - friend
koibito - sweetheart
Baka sutookaa - fool stalker
kigakuruu - crazy
kami-sama - gods
demo - but
Iie - no
Onegai...kashitsuwoyurusu ware...tameni besuto... - Please...forgive me...for
the best...